Rosencrantz and Guildenstern has gone on for two nights now. Each night I’ve had people tell me I was the best. I’ve spent most of the week working on my One-Act and I’ve had the show each night.
I’m so busy.
Looking forward to some more time on my own, but the show really is super fun. Ann-Marie and Abigail are working behind the scenes. Just seeing them blesses me.
I had a Mike McQuire Workshop this morning. And I have one this afternoon. There was a cast party last night, but I didn’t go. I don’t like to be around all that drinking. Ann-Marie went and didn’t get back until 7:30 in the morning. She didn’t drink, but it kind of got to me that she was around that for so long. But then again, I’m in no way perfect.
Mike McQuire helped in the production of The Usual Suspects. He came to the show last night and said I was the best out of all the other 15 actors. He said he could tell I was acting all the way down in my toes. Two other people told me I was their favorite character in the show. I don’t understand. I just go out there and do what I see as really nothing at all. I just become Polonius.
I talked to Ryan over email. She says she might come and visit some time.
Mom, Clay, and Nate will come tomorrow.
I ate lunch with Ann-Marie and Abigail today. I just pray they both stay strong in the Lord. For some reason I fear they may fall away.
I really want someone to look at me and smile in a way that causes the whole world to stop. When will that come God? When?