Marisa turns 15 today. I turn 21 in a week.
Dan has gone home. The place feels empty. This next week I will move to McAlister; I’ll have a smaller apartment with one less room than this one.
It just started to rain.
For the next hour and a half, I’ll exist quietly in these three rooms. I will listen to slow and soothing music, and I will read and write. At 5:30 p.m. I will go back to the box office to sell tickets and I’ll enjoy the show again tonight.
Jeanine will sleep in here tonight since her mom is visiting and will take her bed.
RD training begins on Monday and I will also check everyone out of Tennessee Dorm between Monday and Wednesday.
Children of Eden ends tomorrow. Lindy and I began with three full ticket racks and now we are nearly empty. Everyone has loved this show.
My final year of college is so close. How different it will be. My rounds will now include seven buildings instead of just two hallways. I will tackle directing and horseback riding.
So my simple and relaxing summer will soon end and I will never live in these walls again. What have these walls seen? Jeni and I kissing. Dan and I wondering. Charlie crying over Kate. And me watching Sherlive as she slept.
The summer of 1997.
Nothing ever stays the same.
Charlie and I went to see Conspiracy Theory last night. I enjoyed it. I helped Charlie in Junior Worship this morning and ate with Tracey and her family plus Lindy and Ann-Marie at the Banner Elk Cafe.
It’s difficult for me to remember who I was before Lees-McRae. I almost feel like my senior year will be the last year of my life. Leaving this place seems close to death.
But surely there are no real goodbyes among Christians.
It’s 4:45 p.m.
Am I still living in my youth? Or are those days gone?