After church on Sunday I went to visit Jenna and Tenielle. Jenna was at home, but Tenielle was at work. Jenna was still beautiful and very nice to me. Tenielle was rude and kept saying I never called or wrote to her.
“I’m here now,” I said, but she didn’t care. I’ll try to see them again at least once before I leave.
I talked to Cheryl for a decent amount of time at church on Sunday night. She is doing really well, and I’m super glad to see that. However she said that Ryan and Amy weren’t doing really well spiritually.
Peter came over yesterday. We played Nintendo, just like the good old days. Sarah called that even saying that Jessi was going to come see her and they were driving up to the mountains to visit, which is exactly what I am doing with Lindy (as far as I know).
Marcus came to visit last night and stayed until midnight. Right after he left, Emily called and we talked for exactly four hours straight. Both of us laughed, and both of us cried. We complemented each other. She was so good to me. I talked to her about Sarah and she talked to me about Brandon and how much she was hurting. I tried to explain to her how I was trying to handle Sarah and I since I was leaving. I told her how honest I was with her.
Emily said I was doing everything right. She said she could just go on with her life, just knowing that I was alive. She says I do so much for her, but all I do is exist. I just exist, but that is all that she wants. She only wants me to alive, healthy, and happy. Is that the truest kind of love?
As I was talking to Emily, I accidentally called her Sarah. Oops. It seems Emily and I have a perfect relationship. We stand in awe of how amazing it is.
Thank you God.
Why did you give me so many amazing relationships?