Four days are left in October. Another month has flown by.
I am still here.
I am still alive.
Three performances of Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead remain. My family (except for Kevin) came today. Dan, Vince, and Laura came last night. Everyone tells me I did wonderful.
I attended Heaton Christian Church this morning. It too was wonderful.
The whole world is outside my window. The leaves are slowly falling away. I want to serve my Jesus and my God. But I’m not exactly sure how. I’m not entirely sure of where to go from here.
But I will continue to listen. He is the only clear thing. Everything else makes no sense whatsoever.
I don’t know what will come. I can’t begin to imagine.
But this is where I will stand until the time comes for me to move on.
It just feels like that time is coming way too fast.
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