Today has been a good day.
I got the role of the sentry in Antigone. I was also cast for some directing scenes.
I had fun in all my theater classes today and Charlie and I went out to eat in Boone. I haven’t seen Syndi at all today. I talked to her a few times over the phone. I felt a little weird this evening because she accidentally mentioned that she slept with her ex-boyfriend Eric when they were together. It hurt me because I care for her. I don’t think I’ve ever liked a girl that wasn’t a virgin before. In fact, I may care too much for Syndi.
But look at me. Look at me and Jeni. Jeni and I might not have ever had sex, but we were too intimate. In God’s eyes, is it the same sin?
I have been forgiven, and so can she.
Rehearsals for Antigone start tomorrow night.
This thing with Syndi will probably hurt in the long run, but I can’t help but care for her.
Good night.
