April 3, 1994 – Sunday – 9:15 p.m.

I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter.

Jenna and Tenielle were dressed up this morning.  They are so amazingly beautiful.

After church Marcus and I drove up with Henry to Chapel Hill to get the “On-Call” car he can use when he is on-call.  Marcus and I hung around up there and walked around on Franklin Street.  Then we left and went to the park so I could rollerblade.

At church tonight Tenielle wore her spring dress that she wore this morning.  I sat beside her; she has such a great smile.  We arm wrestled and she beat me.  I must admit, I’m a little weak, but I couldn’t believe she beat me.  We did tie once, so that is something, though I’m not sure how you tie in arm-wrestling, but we did it nonetheless.

There is something about Tenielle, something I’m attracted to.  Something besides how beautiful she is.  I can’t really put a finger on it though.

Marcus and I got along well today.  Whatever I felt towards him as blown over.

It was a great Easter!  I have a full week without school ahead of me.

I have very little money, but you don’t need money to have a good time.

Anne is going back to college tomorrow.  It was good to see her.

The day was nice.  I loved people, I didn’t get upset about anything.  I laughed a lot.  I spent the day with a great friend.  It was windy while I rollerbladed and the wind blew through my hair.  Is there anything better than wind in your hair?

Jenna and Tenielle smiled at me.  Is there anything better than a pretty girl smiling at you?  Or two pretty girls for that matter?

And I smiled at them.  As I see Tenielle now, I know that I have helped change her life.  She used to use bad language and get upset over little things.  Now she prays for people and witnesses to people.  I’ve helped her become who she is now.

One person.

I have changed her world and her world will change others like it has already changed mine.  And I will go on to change others.

I’ve been on this planet for 17 years.

All the love I could have given, but I didn’t.  I didn’t.

Someone could be dead now because of me.

I will love the world by loving one more person.  In time, the world will be saved.