October 2, 1993 – Saturday – 11:50 p.m.

Ten minutes away from the 3rd day of October.


Nothing really big happened this week.  Marcus and Scott couldn’t do their concert this weekend.  Today, I had a SAT workshop at school.  The SAT is next Saturday.

I got a brochure from Lees-McRae College this past weekend.  If things go as planned, Jonathan and I will go visit it next Tuesday.

The week coming up is Spirit Week at school:

Monday is ‘60s and ‘70s day. 

Tuesday is Senior Auction Day. 

Wednesday is Switch Day.

Thursday is Senior Servant Day.

Friday is Red and White Day.

I borrowed a bra from Christi for Switch Day.

Jonathan is spending the night tonight.  He and I went to pick Kevin up this afternoon.  We didn’t have skit practice.  I wasn’t shocked.

Jonathan told me that everything with Kate is over.  She told him that she didn’t love him anymore and that everything was a mistake.  He still goes with Vicky.

Youth group was tonight, but things are different now.  I’m more interested in my future than I am in my past and present.  I’m looking forward to Lees-McRae and the mountains.  Jonathan and I are going to spend the whole day up there.

I want to grow up now.  It’s time to move on.  But still today, when I was over at Christi’s, we were talking about a Broadway Musical and it reminded me of a conversation we had had before.  I enjoyed it.  The Lord is going to use Christi in a great way.  And when he does, I want to be there to watch her smile.

This concludes this entry and I believe I accomplished what I tried to accomplish on August 24, 1993.

The reality of doing so scares me a little.