October 9, 1993 – Saturday – 10:15 p.m.

Today is Sat. and today I took the SAT.

Ha ha.

It wasn’t that mind-boggling.

We had skit practice today and it was actually fun.  We might be getting back on track.

We had youth group on Thursday because Shurby left earlier today to go to Florida for an evangelism thing.

I worked last night.  I don’t like working anymore.  I definitely don’t look forward to it.

But the big news of the day is also the most devastating.  Jason and Anne broke up.

I know, I was speechless too.  I don’t know how or why but it happened and if I every find out I will tell you.  But it just goes to show you how things are changing.  Not much is the same anymore.  I guess it shows that we’re all growing up, and that is good.

Jason and Anne were supposed to get married.  He gave her a promise ring.  But it looks like its all over now.

Father God, let your will happen.  That’s all I pray.

October 2, 1993 – Saturday – 11:50 p.m.

Ten minutes away from the 3rd day of October.

Wow!!!

Nothing really big happened this week.  Marcus and Scott couldn’t do their concert this weekend.  Today, I had a SAT workshop at school.  The SAT is next Saturday.

I got a brochure from Lees-McRae College this past weekend.  If things go as planned, Jonathan and I will go visit it next Tuesday.

The week coming up is Spirit Week at school:

Monday is ‘60s and ‘70s day. 

Tuesday is Senior Auction Day. 

Wednesday is Switch Day.

Thursday is Senior Servant Day.

Friday is Red and White Day.

I borrowed a bra from Christi for Switch Day.

Jonathan is spending the night tonight.  He and I went to pick Kevin up this afternoon.  We didn’t have skit practice.  I wasn’t shocked.

Jonathan told me that everything with Kate is over.  She told him that she didn’t love him anymore and that everything was a mistake.  He still goes with Vicky.

Youth group was tonight, but things are different now.  I’m more interested in my future than I am in my past and present.  I’m looking forward to Lees-McRae and the mountains.  Jonathan and I are going to spend the whole day up there.

I want to grow up now.  It’s time to move on.  But still today, when I was over at Christi’s, we were talking about a Broadway Musical and it reminded me of a conversation we had had before.  I enjoyed it.  The Lord is going to use Christi in a great way.  And when he does, I want to be there to watch her smile.

This concludes this entry and I believe I accomplished what I tried to accomplish on August 24, 1993.

The reality of doing so scares me a little.