August 5, 1996 – Monday – 11:15 p.m.

“Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!  You have set your glory

in the heavens.  Through the praise of children and infants you have established a stronghold against your enemies, to silence the foe and the avenger.  When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars,which you have set in place, what is mankind that you are mindful of them, human beings that you care for them?”

For some unexplainable reason, God cares for a sinner like me.

On Sunday, July 29th, I borrowed Lisa’s walkman and listened to Rebecca St. James’ God as I walked and prayed.  I prayed in the spirit and then began to cry.  In the scenery that surrounded me, God portrayed his love.  A rainbow formed in the shaded sky above the misty mountains.  He told me something long ago and he constantly reminds me of his promise.  He has given me so much.  In fact, he has given me everything.

I’m living for Jesus Christ.

I’m giving it all to God!

I’m fair dinkum!

July 9, 1994 – Saturday – 11:52 p.m.

This is my last journal entry for Fishnet.

Today I bumped into a little boy, he had lost his mom.  I helped them find each other and when they did they held onto each other and cried deeply.

As I walked back from their reunion, happy as I could be, I was in the midst of the crowd, and the band on the stage started playing, everyone in the crowd stood up and started clapping.  I know it sounds weird, but it felt like they were clapping for me.  I felt something stir in me and God said, “This is you.”

Later in the afternoon, a huge storm came up.  The tarp fell down and everyone was under it holding it down to keep it from flying away.  I, myself, videotaped the whole ordeal with Lisa’s video camera.

But what we didn’t know while we were under that tarp was that a huge funnel cloud formed above the hillside and almost touched ground.  But before it did, it seemed like something just picked it up and sent it on its way.

Later in the evening, the sky was filled with a double rainbow.  It was beautiful.  God has shown me who I am and he has made a promise to me.