The 11th of August was an amazing day! I woke up, went for a prayer walk around the campus, and read and studied my Bible until I went to work at the bookstore, where I trained with David. I went to see Saving Private Ryan, and then went to a girl named Cindy’s house and helped her move. I came back to my apartment and had an awesome prayer time with Matt, my roommate and two other students named Jeff and Jason. God showed up, cleansed my heart, and I felt forgiven and fantastic!
Saving Private Ryan was beyond fantastic!
Jesus died for me, but no matter what I do, I can never do enough to earn this grace he has freely given me. It is his to give, not mine to earn. For some odd reason, I have found favor with him.
And he just told me that I was already worth dying for.
So, he is definitely worth living for.
I only have one week left to be 21.
Today was great! I had some training at the bookstore and then all the employees there went to the beach for a cookout. I had the best time. It was myself, Matt, David, and new people I met today: Steven, Dawn, Sarah, Jenny, Channing, Donna, Katy, Aaron, and Amy.
Great people; not all of them go to Regent, but they all love the Lord!
David and I played in the waves and talked about South Africa and it made me miss the place even more. Matt had really dug deep in to community while I was away. He has been going to prayer meetings and such. I’ve been invited to one tonight.
I found out my mom and family are not in Florida yet. They are in Atlanta. The RV broke down. I haven’t talked to them yet. I haven’t talked to anyone from my old world yet. I’m afraid to I think. I’m afraid it will seem like they are all in slow motion and that I’m moving forward so quickly that we’ll be out of reach of each other.
Thank you God for this job. Thank you for this place. You are so good to me. I love living with you and for you. You have always placed me in a family of believers, no matter where you have called me. Please speak to me tonight at this meeting.
On Friday I needed another $700 to meet a payment for South Africa. I prayed and prayed, but only $75 came in the mail yesterday. But they took a love offering for me at church today and I received $1,575.25.
That is well over $700!
Thank you God.
I spent half of yesterday with Sarah. We ate at her dad’s house and watched some old home videos. I laughed for hours. We then went to see The Horse Whisperer, it was a beautiful movie.
I didn’t leave Sarah’s house until 3:00 a.m. We just spent our time constantly affirming each other. I am in love with her. It blows my mind.
I am in love with God.
I am in love with Jesus.
He is the only way to go.
I left at a little after 7:00 p.m. tonight to go to a Bible study. It was amazing. They prayed for me. God said the money for my trip will come in and I will be surprised. They anointed my feet for travel. And through someone there, God told me to keep my head up because he was going to use my handsome features. I asked God to speak to me tonight and he sure did. He said I would live a long life serving him.
What a joy! Thank you Jesus.
After the Bible study, I went to visit Christi. She was the only one home, but all her brothers are supposed to come home this weekend. Christi looked so beautiful. She was so thin and tanned. I told her about South Africa and she got so excited for me.
And then she told me she was getting married in November. Can you believe that? This past Sunday was the year anniversary of her accident. However, she is not marrying the guy who was her boyfriend at the time who was in the car with her.
I listened to Christi talk the whole night. She seems to be doing really well with Jesus. She said Cheryl is dating a great Christian guy and Jason is getting married in July. However, she had no news of Ryan or Amy.
Andy has a graduation party Sunday, and I hope I can bring Sarah to it.
Life is amazing. God is good to all my friends. He is doing everything. I just get to show up and enjoy it.
Christi said she was talking with her dad about me today. We also talked about the old skit group. I’ve grown so much since those days.
I am home. Lees-McRae was a beautiful season; a season I am deeply in love with. Thanks to that time, I now have a collection that spans the continent.
Bless Sarah tonight Lord. May she sleep in your perfect peace.
I spent five hours in Sarah’s room last night. She left this morning for Florida and will return in about 10 days.
We spent so much of last night just cuddling, talking, and kissing. We have gotten more passionate recently. She is so amazing and I told her so.
“I’m not amazing.” she said.
“You’re not? Then what are you?”
“I’m yours.” she said.
This girl blows my mind. One week I feel like she hardly sees me and the next week I feel like I’m the only thing on her mind. It’s so hard to believe we are a couple. I never thought I would be with a girl this amazing and beautiful. Thank you God! Keep us in your will.
A huge group of us from The Bible Study leave Sunday morning for Kentucky. We’ll spend a week there working for Habitat for Humanity.
Spring Break has come again.
My last one at Lees-McRae College.
My first one was spent at home. My second in Arizona. My third in Tampa. And now my fourth in Lee County, Kentucky.
I’ll only have six weeks of classes left after we get back.
Life feels so crazy. It hardly feels like my own life. I’ve given it to God. Oh Lord, why do you take the time to get to know me. I have so many questions. Can you see that I don’t understand? I want only to live right for you. Be with me Holy Spirit. Cleanse me. May I stand under your waterfall again.
All I want in the world is to abide in you Lord.
Oh Thursday night Sarah came over here. Well actually it was more like early Friday morning. We just held each other and kissed for about an hour. It was one of the most beautiful hours I’ve ever known. She is so amazing, so funny, so beautiful.
As I held her I studied her face with my eyes and fingers. So perfect.
Oh God, have your will with us. Thank you so much for this relationship. These past two months with her have been so amazing. I give you all the glory!
My brother turned 23 yesterday. Only seven months until I’m 22.
It seems all I think about these days is Sarah, but most of my thoughts are thankful praises to God for teaching me about his love. I’m happy about it all, I just miss her near me. But even when we pretended we were together, she wasn’t near me.
The first person I talked to about the whole thing was Abigail of all people. Emily came up to me and hugged me yesterday, I guess the word has spread. And last night, I spent nearly two hours with Lindy and told her the whole story. She was so sweet to me, we were just really good friends to each other last night.
I’m on duty, so that’s why I’m not in church at the moment.
Oh, and guess what?! Vince and Laura are back together.
Three months, three weeks, and counting.