Okay, let me just slow down enough to write in my journal.
Marie just stopped by on her way to class. We are having dinner together in four hours, a special soup from her mother. Marie is my best friend ever. My beautiful love. The woman I want to spend every day of my life with. I’ve walked down many different paths and have had other relationships with girls, but they have all guided me here to these days in Virginia Beach with her.
We go to church together now and it has pulled me away from Parkway Temple, where I attended for the past 18 months. We have tried Bethel Christian Fellowship, but I don’t think that is for us, so we’re going to try Avalon Hills next Sunday.
I am amazed and overwhelmed every day by the love of both Marie and Jesus.
This past Friday we drove around the Bacon’s Castle area of southeast Virginia. There were so many little village type towns out there. On February 11th we are driving down to Wilmington, NC, where I hope to move with her in a year and a half’s time. Her birthday is in July and inside I’m praying that that is when I will ask her to marry me.
She is the sweetest and grandest of all women. She views life through the eyes of a poet. Her faith and relationship with Jesus is so true and steadfast. She is a warrior and a little girl. She is faithful and true. She is beyond anything I could have dreamed to share my life with. She listens to me, holds me, comforts me, prays for me, and loves me.
She amazes me.
Thank you Jesus.