In about three hours I’m going to go see the girl I met on Friday at Greenbrier Mall. Her name is Rachel. God please guide our conversation.
Church was so good yesterday. Parkway Temple is perfect for me. Last night the youth pastor Jose, his wife Tammy, David, and a 20-year-old named Aaron all came over here and we had a meeting, and they basically just handed their entire Drama Ministry over to me. They said I have complete artistic freedom. I’m so excited!
Yesterday afternoon, David and I went to the beach. The water was so strong because of Hurricane Bonnie. And I have to admit, like a kid in grade school, I wrote Rachel’s name in the sand.
Yesterday after work I watched a movie I had rented, and then I went to the mall to buy some straight pins and maps for my walls. I put the maps up and put in pins representing all the places I had been on this planet.
I enjoyed that time immensely.
David came over last night. I cooked some burgers and we had more than enough left over. We watched That Thing You Do!.
I got a speeding ticket the day before. Fifty in a 30; yuck!
Oh well. This style of living, this apartment, this place and the way it works, this twenty somethings style of life, it is so different from what I’m used to. I’m thankful for my job and I’m so thankful for Parkway Temple, but all of this is very new to me. I’m finding my way though. I have a place where I shop for groceries. I have a beach I visit. I have a mall where I shop, a membership at a video store, and a favorite movie theater where I go to dream. I know a decent place to get a haircut.
And I have this apartment with maps reminding me of all the places I am from.
I have the day off and I am sitting alone facing the Atlantic Ocean. I have discovered the beach for locals, it’s called Sandbridge, and no longer venture to the tourist trap that is Virginia Beach actual. It is a beautiful day. The waves are too powerful and no one is allowed in the water. I just went for a walk and my steps joined in harmony with the crashing waves and the snapping bubbles of the surf. I sang praises to my Lord and felt my Jesus with me.
The past two days of work were nice, and David and I visited Cindy’s on Wednesday night and enjoyed some yummy pizza. Oh, and yesterday I called Lindy, and the two of us had the best conversation in the world.
I miss her.
I want her to come and see me.
So, here I am. I will turn 22 after this weekend, I’ve experienced the beginnings of wonderful new friendships, and I’m facing a body of water that touches Africa, a land from which I have just returned. And I’m about to start film school!
David has complimented me many times on how well I fit in with all the different groups of people. Yet, he also says that when I blend in, I do it without changing who I am.
Wow, 19 pelican just flew over my head, all in a straight line. Perhaps one day I can blend in with them and fly away.
But it is nice to have this sand, this earth, while I can. I’ll be able to fly some day, but it is not now. Now, I have the joy of sitting in complete peace with myself. I can’t believe the world is full of so much beauty and so much love.
I love you God.
I love you.
I went to Parkway Temple this morning. I felt so welcome! One woman came straight up to me and told me I had the most beautiful eyes in the world. Afterwards I went out to lunch with David and two other members of the youth group.
That afternoon I spoke with Emily and Lindy over the phone. Then I went to the Founder’s Inn on campus and stood in line for 40 minutes to see Mark Lowry in concert. I stood in line and sat with three beautiful women: one mother, one daughter, and one aunt. The mom went to Parkway Temple.
Mark Lowry was hilarious. I saw him many years ago with my mom in Asheboro. I also got a free ticket to see him on the 700 Club tomorrow morning. How cool is that!
I feel like God is showing me so much and it’s making him so happy! Loving God and enjoying everything he has made is the only way to be alive! He has truly given me an abundant life!
I am now in a beautiful country home on the outskirts of Colerain, NC; a place I’ve never been to before.
I went to the youth service with David at Parkway Temple on Friday night. It was so awesome. I’ve never seen kids praise the Lord like that before. I was around an entire new set of people, but I felt so at home.
After the service I went over to Justin’s house where he and all of his camp friends were getting together. I spent another two hours with people I’ve never met before.
The past few days have just been new people after new people! America is just filled with wonderful people everywhere I look.
Then, this morning, I left with David, Mary Jo, and Mark and we drove down to Mary Jo’s house here in Colerain, NC, 15 miles east of Ahoskie for the 4th of July. All three of them are Divinity students at Regent, and we spent most of the day on the shore of the Chowan River that runs nearby.
Mary Jo’s parents are hilarious, especially her dad. They are so hospitable and they fed us like crazy! Three other friends of hers came over, Kelly and Chad from Greenville, NC and Coleen, another girl from Regent.
We swam in the river, enjoyed the beautiful scenery, but the fireworks were cancelled that evening due to strong winds. Instead, we just sat on the swings and talked. We spent hours and hours there; the conversation just flowed. The warm wind blew all over us. Coleen is so unique and beautiful. It was just the most perfect 4th of July I could have had. Talking and sharing with new souls who seem so eager to know you is one of life’s greatest gifts!
Now it’s time for a peaceful sleep.
Matt and I went to the birthday party with David yesterday. The girl’s name is Christina and she is turning 34. Everyone there was what I would call a “spirit-filled revivalist” and we spent five hours praying for each other and in worship. My body was shaking most of the night. I was told I have a gift of prophetic intersession and I had a word from the Lord for two people that night. I was prayed over about four different times and God told me that me being at Regent was not a mistake and it was just the beginning. Those who prayed for me had fire in their hands, I could feel it.
God moved so much last night. I made so many new friends and they’re so much older than me. I’m looking forward to learning so much from them.
What a different world from Lees-McRae, where I was the only charismatic Christian who spoke in tongues until Abigail and Ann-Marie showed up. But we never got together and prayed for each other like the group last night did.
I talked to my mom last night and she said God was rewarding me to staying faithful to his spirit during my time at Lees-McRae. Most Christian families I spent time with during my time at Lees-McRae weren’t really “spirit-filled revivalists,” but they sure knew how to love each other and love me in a very practical way. Perhaps God is showing me the best of both worlds to make me a complete person.
I’m amazed at how he cares for and provides for me.
Today was a good day. I spent the day looking for a job, so there’s a good chance I may work at a Christian bookstore in the area. One of those could be the campus bookstore. While there I met a guy named David, who used to be a missionary in South Africa. We talked for a while and even hung out in his apartment for a bit. His roommate’s name is Hunter. They came over here later and seem to be really cool guys.
Our phones began working today, but I can only call out, no one is able to call in yet.
I called Sarah. We seem to be living our separate lives, but still loving each other. It’s nice.
I’ve been invited to a birthday party tomorrow at David’s church, and he says they need a drama director. Perhaps that will be me. Thank you God.