Well here it is, My 6th Book of Days.
By the time I finish writing in this notebook my life will have begun again somewhere else.
It has been five days since I ended My 5th Book of Days. Five days of joy. Wednesday I went with Rhonda, Lisa and Wendy from school to sell Bear Facts (the school newspaper) at J.S. Waters school. We went out to eat lunch afterward. Nice time.
I worked at McDonald’s on Friday night until about 11:00 p.m. and then I went with Kevin, Kenny, a guy named Rodney to go bowling in Asheboro. I didn’t get home until 3:30 in the morning.
Saturday, I directed a skit which everyone enjoyed at church this morning. After youth group on Saturday, I took Jenna and Tenielle home and stayed with them for a few minutes. When Jenna hugged me before I left I licked her cheek. She always does that to me.
She couldn’t believe I did that.
Tonight we had a birthday party at church for Shurby and I wiped cake icing on Jenna’s face.
The three of us, Jenna, Tenielle and I have come so far so fast.
We have nothing to hide and we get along so well. I love our friendship.
Cheryl went to the beach this weekend. She told me that she went with Ryan and that Ryan was drinking. But Cheryl didn’t drink. Ryan, I wonder if all of this was ever a reality to you? Please don’t fall too far, I won’t be there to catch you.
Today, we visited Veronica’s and she got out all the old letters I wrote to her and began reading them out loud. I couldn’t believe I wrote some of that stuff. What was I thinking?
But that was in the past. I have grown up a little.
And by the time this book is finished, I’m afraid I will have grown up a lot.
This may actually hurt a little bit.
Bear with me.