It’s been two years since the day Jonathan and I first visited Lees-McRae College.
I love it here.
Last night Derek and Tina and I stayed up until 6:30 this morning working on a lighting project. We turned it in this afternoon. It went very well. We had the greatest time working on it.
I was reading some reviews of Antigone posted up. Everyone said they enjoyed the Sentry the best.
Today I did a scene with a girl named Terra for the Directing class. I directed us. We played a married couple. Terra goes crazy, tries to kill me, but instead kisses me. It was very funny. Everyone was laughing. They say I am very good. Perhaps they are right.
Li’l Abner opened tonight. I am the house manager. It is such a good show.
After the show, Melonie was telling me how much she enjoyed my scene with Terra this morning. She told me that last year she thought I was an idiot, because she didn’t know me. But now she says I have a lot of talent.
It’s hard to know how to handle all of this fame.
Maybe I can be a good actor. Maybe I already am.
I just thank the Lord.
My mom came up here this weekend to see the show. Grandma and Aunt Sis were with her. They took me out to eat and gave me some money! It was good to see her.
Antigone ended today. Kevin couldn’t make it, but I’ll see him later. It’s beautiful outside today. I am lying here on my bed, listening to the Legends of the Fall soundtrack.
It is peaceful.
I enjoyed Antigone so much. I worked with such a great cast. Everyone has complemented me on my work. I have grown and learned so much. They said I was born to be a comedian and to make people laugh. They said I had talent and that it is going to take me far.
Antigone will never happen again, except in my memory.
Crystal, Clifton, and the Spradlings were there. It was wonderful.
Dan, Vince, Allen, Curtis, and Jeff are turning out to be really good friends that I can possibly trust. We hang out together all the time. The other night we watched all three Star Wars movies back to back.
How far I’ve come.
Fall break is in 17 days. I don’t know where I will be.
Last night Amy and I watched The ButterCream Gang. It was great. It is so wonderful hanging around her.
Simple little things happen each day. So much so that I can’t write about it all. Love and joy are all around me. This land, these trees, these golden leaves, good friends, lovely girls…when did the world become so insanely beautiful? I thought nothing could top my days with the Jason and the Emmanuel Players. But perhaps these too are some of the best days of my life.
This day is slowly coming to a close.
Our scene went wonderfully this morning. Everybody loved it. Everybody laughed. Everybody told me I did a wonderful job. They say I am a good actor.
Our stagecraft class went to Boone today to see a theater with a fly system. Most people drove themselves since they had rehearsal this evening in Boone. So that caused myself, Sally, and Al to get stuck in Boone. I tried to call Shannon, but couldn’t get a hold of her. I even went by Dana’s house, but nobody was around. After a while, we finally found Mr. Martz and he let Sally drive the van back to school. Sally driving a large vehicle for 17 miles up a mountain is hilarious. It was a little adventure and I enjoyed myself.
I just got off the phone with Tenielle. She is going to be at Carowinds tomorrow; along with everybody else: Jenna, Wayne, Sharlene, everybody.
I love Tenielle. She is the greatest. Some of the best times of my life have been with that girl.
On the way to Boone, Mr. Martz and I were talking. He wanted to know how old I thought he was. I said 44. He said I was close.
I told him I couldn’t wait until I was 44, just to see how wise I would be.
This was his response, “I’m dumber now at 44. I was smart at 18. At 18 I had everything figured out!”
It made me wonder. I’m 18. Was there any truth in what he was saying?
Perhaps what he was saying was… the less you know, the smarter you are.
Jeni and I went for a walk yesterday at 1:45 p.m. We talked and held hands. We kissed a few times. She smells so great.
She has gone out of town for the day for a dance performance. I saw her briefly this morning. She will be back in time for dinner and rehearsal. I still miss her though.
Mattress opens in a week.
This morning in Acting class I did my scene of “Expresso Bar” with Mary. Not to brag, but we were the only one’s who did it off book and we did it the best.
Mr. Taylor said he could see the subtext in our faces.
Costuming is tonight at six o’clock for Mattress.
Not much else to tell. I’m believing God for some money for ballet shoes and a makeup kit. I need about $55.
Thank you Jesus.
You are my provider.
Today a guy on my hall asked for a dollar bill so he could tighten up a joint. I didn’t know this when I gave it to him though. I told Charlie. He’s my RA and I feel like his second set of eyes around here sometimes. He says that they will keep his eye on him and my name won’t be brought up at all.
Rehearsals were weird tonight. I’m no longer 2nd Knight, instead they actually gave me a name: Sir Long. I guess you can figure out why. There’s a lot of sexual innuendo in this musical. I’m still working out the unique characteristics of my character, so maybe I’ll explain it later.
Classes went well today. I got a letter from Cheryl. She told me how much she misses me and she said that there were a lot of things she wanted to say to me, but never did. The main one was that she had a crush on me from the moment she met me. Wow! But I guess I’m not that surprised. It’s what happens when people spend a lot of time together, they grow close together.
My first real rehearsal is tonight. The first of many, not only for this play but for many plays to come. I claim it in the name of Jesus!
All of this is simply for experience. If I ever do become an actor, then praise God, but more importantly I want to be directed, directed by Jesus.
I am becoming the me he wants me to be.
Classes have begun. I’ve already been to four. I did my audition for acting class. I did okay, but others did much better. I’ll probably be in the beginning acting class. Which doesn’t bother me, I’m sort of new to this.
There is a guy named James who is on the floor below me; we get along pretty well.
Last night, Charlie wasn’t able to get Schindler’s List. I was really sick again and I threw up twice. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me.
I called home last night and called Tenielle. Jenna was asleep. They might come up soon.
It will take time for me to get used to all of this, but ever since I got here, none of this has stopped. It’s like I always have to be somewhere.