It is early before church. I think I’ve found a place to sit and think. I’m on a park bench in the park for Lake James Residences only. I guess it is kind of illegal for me to be here, but I need a place within walking distance from my apartment where I can go and be by myself. There’s a nice mist in the air and turtles and fish are playing in the water below.
I have a new pair of glasses that look and feel very nice. I’m going to be wearing my contacts a little less often I think.
Marie called last night. I miss her so much.
Kimberly, Sterling, and I went to see Dinosaur. It was so horrible. It was just the same old story, and I didn’t think it looked that great.
There was a spaghetti party over at Townley’s place on Friday night, so I went and got to know some of my co-workers a bit more.
We’ve had several nighttime thunderstorms recently that have sounded awesome!
Oh God, I miss you in me. Whatever is blocking you from being everything in me, I lay it at your feet. Please take it away.
Life is getting very odd. I just want to love you. Wash me clean oh God. Prepare me to be a living sacrifice. May I be dead to all. Calm my spirit, my temper, my jealousy, and my flesh. Purify me oh God. This is my prayer. For I am nothing without you. Please make me like the lilies of the valley. I love you God.