It is another April 30th. The sixth one I have experienced since I began keeping my Book of Days. Into the Woods, Sonburst at Carowinds, driving with Laura, hiking with Jessi, and too much time with Sarah.
Far less special moments seem to be happening here at Regent University than they did at Lees-McRae. Every day seemed special at Lees-McRae.
Only one thing is lasting: change.
I feel so lazy, so boring, so slow, so stupid. I have no drive, no excitement, no inspiration. I miss the encouragement of friends I knew I would see every day.
I wonder what God is teaching me.
But the days are not stopping. This isn’t slowing down. The sun continues to rise and set. My story is continuing. And it seems as though God is my only audience.
I find comfort in only one thought: he will never leave me.
Here we go God. Please take the lead.
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