I received a letter from Emily yesterday. It was very sad. Her break up with Brandon has destroyed her. She has been with him for as long as she has known me. I talked with her over the phone for an hour and a half. She cried the entire time.
She is such a beautiful girl with a very tender heart. She doesn’t like the world and refuses to let her harden her.
I talked to Sarah yesterday too, and she isn’t enjoying her job. She was down as well.
I’ve been praying for both of them.
I can’t believe this month is over.
Lees-McRae is over.
I feel my life drastically changing under my own feet. What lies behind me was unbelievable, but I still feel there is more for me.
Oh God, you are doing this…not me.
I miss Sarah. I miss the guys. I miss me when I’m with them.
