Something is happening inside me. I only have 27 days.
I’m done with everything, I mean I’m not “done done,” but once graduation comes, I am ready to leave and say goodbye to everyone and everything except for one beautiful girl.
Oh, Sarah Maria!
But this ship is sinking. I just want to hold Sarah and cry. She is becoming all I think about. I have found a good and wonderful thing in her. She loves me. I know the good in her wants to be with me. She has taken me on the most amazing journey of the heart. I want to be inside her flesh and soul and spirit and feel her heart beat in unison with mine.
Love is so amazing. Don’t wish it upon yourself. I used to say to take life a day at a time, but that no longer works for me. Now I have to take it minute by minute; to dare and be happy and love completely for 60 seconds.
I’m in my room now, but it soon will be my room no longer. Oh what memories I have created here.
Oh God, what is going on inside me?
Are you doing this?
I feel so alive.
It’s as if your very breath is in me.