February 23, 1998 – Monday – 12:20 p.m.

A lot has happened; too much to write about.  Why do I have to play this part in your plan Lord?  It is so hard.

I don’t know what to do.

Have I done anything wrong?

I don’t even know what to write.

. . .

It is the Monday of the last week of February, 1998.  Cuckoo’s Nest is over.  Marcus and Kevin came up to see the show, but I know in reality they just came up to meet Sarah.  Marcus and I spent a lot of time together, but I hardly saw Kevin at all.

And that is just part of a very big story, a very sad story.  I’m not sure I’m ready to write this story down yet.  It’s a story that involves Marcus, Kevin, Jenna, Tenielle, Sarah, Kate, Jonathan, and even Abigail, and in a slight way, Rebecca St. James.

And, of course, it involves Jesus.

Oh Lord, this hurts.

 

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