A lot has happened; too much to write about. Why do I have to play this part in your plan Lord? It is so hard.
I don’t know what to do.
Have I done anything wrong?
I don’t even know what to write.
. . .
It is the Monday of the last week of February, 1998. Cuckoo’s Nest is over. Marcus and Kevin came up to see the show, but I know in reality they just came up to meet Sarah. Marcus and I spent a lot of time together, but I hardly saw Kevin at all.
And that is just part of a very big story, a very sad story. I’m not sure I’m ready to write this story down yet. It’s a story that involves Marcus, Kevin, Jenna, Tenielle, Sarah, Kate, Jonathan, and even Abigail, and in a slight way, Rebecca St. James.
And, of course, it involves Jesus.
Oh Lord, this hurts.