Charlie, Dan, and Allen made large cross that stands on a rock down Elk River. We went there Tuesday night, sang praises, and prayed to God.
I talked to Allen about the Jeanine thing. He has tried to bury every sexual desire he’s ever had. He won’t even look at girls. He should just let go, and praise God that he is a sexual being with a healthy sex drive. It’s how God made us. Instead these buried desires erupt in unhealthy ways. He admits that he just gets stupid when he is around her.
It got my haircut yesterday morning. I like it. I went to a new place in Newland and they gave me a head massage as well. It was awesome.
Church was fun last night, but I got a little sick during worship. Sherlive showed up a little late, it was so good to see her. We talked after church. I got a smiley face pencil while at Chrysalis and she often wears a smiley face necklace. I gave her the pencil and she had the coolest smile on her face. She really seemed to like it. She said it was spiffy. We played the piano together and talked some about music. I asked her if she would like to see Children of Eden with me on Friday. Hopefully she can. She has to talk to her parents about it. I told her I would call her on Friday. We said our goodbyes and she hoped to got to feeling better.
Then that night, Dan and I put on some Jewel and talked deeply about life and God. How long was God there before he created us? Who made God? Why is all of this what it is?
We talked of everything…of forbidden fruit, fallen angels, the Ten Commandments, a son who died for our sins, Saul turning to Paul, my love for stories, and how God is an amazing story teller, who includes all of us in the perfect plot of redemption and salvation.
It’s so great having Dan stay with me this month. He’s the truest of friends.