The show went well last night. I heard a group of girls talking about it at lunch today. They pointed at me and smiled and laughed. I blushed.
I went for a walk with the Lord last night. We had fun. It felt perfect.
I ate lunch with Jessica, Shawna and Abigail today. Abigail struck up a conversation instead of myself trying so hard to. It was nice. We ended up talking about the Lord. I’ve invited all three girls over tomorrow to watch Sense and Sensibility with me. None of them had seen it yet.
We had a chapel service today at 12:30 p.m. Rachel put it together. There was different songs and special readings. I read a Max Lucado story. Jeni, Tracey, Rachel, and Derek performed a song. Those four people were such a huge part of my Freshman year.
Allen was behind me. He was such a huge part of my Sophomore year; along with Dan, Vince, and Curtis.
I turned and looked at Ann-Marie and Abigail. It is now my Junior year and they are already important to me.
The day will come when I will say goodbye. I find that disturbing yet comforting. I pray that all these names will last beyond my years here. I am still haunted by the names of Christi, Ryan, Jenna, and Tenielle.
Oh God, your love and these names do last forever. They are in my heart, my mind, and I will never forget them. Give me a chance to hold Abigail when she is hurting. May I be a comfort to her.
Guide Ann-Marie through these years of freedom from home.
And Father, please put a love in me that reaches all people. Let me be your light. Let other lights around me grow with me. May our lights make each other brighter.