The cover of this journal is white. I couldn’t find a green one. But right after I bought this at the K-Mart in Boone, it began snowing. I found that interesting.
So, welcome to My 10th Book of Days. It appears as if it is going to be a rough winter. An entire week has passed since My Ninth Book of Days ended. I’ve been video-taping the dance concert every night since Tuesday. Scott called me. I was surprised. We talked for a while. We mainly talked about all of the problems concerning Kevin, John, and Tenielle. Scott told me frankly, “Jacob, John and I were talking to Pastor Steve about you. We all agreed that you were the smart one. You left and began a new life. These problems here don’t concern you anymore. Be grateful for that.”
And he is right. The job I needed to do at Abundant Life is complete. That is why I am here now.
Today I went to Boone with Amy, Lindy, Katie, Kelley, and Becky. I bought a scarf, some popcorn, and this pure white journal. The picture outside my window perfectly resembles cold and freezing loneliness. Hopefully my soul will be the opposite this winter.
