Today at work, Toni had fun picking on me. She kept saying that she wanted to have sex with me. She said she was a lonely married woman who needed some excitement. She kept saying things like that all day. She did it to make others laugh. I played along.
But there was a moment when it was just the two of us back in the drive-thru. She wanted me to sit on her lap, but instead I just sat beside her. The upper part of her leg was touching mine. I read her some poetry I wrote off the top of my head a little earlier while business was slow. She laughed. And in that moment I knew all that joking was coming from a place of deep pain. She saw me as everything that her husband wasn’t. And I believed she really did want to run away with me.
I feel sorry for her. I later found a piece of paper in the drive-thru with some doodling on it. It was her name, her name before she got married. Before she married a person she doesn’t even love or like.
How I wish I could take her pain away.
This evening after I took a 2-hour nap, I called Syndi. Her sister answered the phone. She asked who it was. I told her my name.
“From North Carolina?!” she said.
“Yeah, how’d you know?” I asked.
“You’re famous down here.” she said.
Then Syndi picked up on the other line.
It seems like everyone in Florida knows me.
It was good to talk to her. I can’t wait to see her. I can tell she will be an important person to me this Fall.
Well, I have one more week to wait. Seven days. I will call Emily on Wednesday night and then see her Friday afternoon.
This Sunday is my last Sunday at church. There is a fellowship this Sunday, but that isn’t important because I hardly have anyone there to fellowship with. I will try to go to High Falls that night.
Sixteen days of my summer here are all that remain. Four of them will take place near the most beautiful girl in the world.