I learned so much at church this morning.
The whole reason I was created was for one word:
To be in a relationship with God, and to be in relationships with his creation.
I keep my collection because I had a relationship with people.
Marriage is just like worship.
I need to open up and give everything over to God. To let him come over me, both of us full of love.
Then, as time passes, a virtuous woman chosen by God will catch my eye. I will pursue after her. And all of my wrongs and mistakes being forgiven and forgotten, we will become one pure flesh in body, soul, and spirit.
When I have found her, I will know.
It will hit me.
Just like lightning.