Work was fun today.
This evening I read a lot out of my screenwriting book. It made me want to begin to write my own screenplay. So, I got out all of my old Books of Days and began to look for simple ideas. What I found were my days with the Emmanuel Players. It is hard to believe that chapter of my life began to fade away over two years ago. It was during my junior year at Chatham Central High School. Remember when I said that if God would let me, I would relive my Junior year over and over and never move on? I wonder if I still find that true?
I read about Ryan. I read about Christi. I even read about Lees-McRae in the Fall of ’93. That is so hard to believe. I also read about Veronica. I remember how close we had gotten right before I left for college on August 27, 1994. There is a chance I might see her next month. Tim says they are coming to visit. Veronica is the same age as Tenielle. Those days still affect me.
Jason, the director of Emmanuel Players, still inspires me. I try to believe that it isn’t over, but it is. I showed Jonathan the picture of all of us taken on taken back in 1992. Over half of that group I hardly see anymore.
“Isn’t that sad…” I said.
His reply was, “No Jacob, poetically put, that is life.”
And it was then that I realized I would go through the pains of goodbye throughout my whole life.