I got a call from Mr. Vale this morning. Our little work thing was cancelled, so I’m here in my room. I had a wonderful sleep though. I feel really good.
You know, I’ve come a long way. I just glimpsed through my previous Books of Days. Back in the day, I believed an 11-year-old girl was able to love. I thought that that relationship would last forever. Now she is in Hot Springs, Arkansas. That is far away. I never thought I would get over Ryan, but we both lead different lives now.
I have messed up the name of love. I told Jeni I loved her, but our relationship is now in ruins. But I am forgiven.
And then there are those names that continue to make love’s name wonderful and sweet. Jenna and Tenielle are still very close. And Emily is just as close.
I am not going to say that they will last forever, because they may not.
I have grown up enough to realize that.
What is given can easily be taken away.