Things have been a bit hard recenty. I’ve been sick with a cold. My nose has been running and my head has been stuffed up; I missed my 8:00 a.m. class today and yesterday.
I also have been second guessing my plans for the summer. It makes so much sense for me to live at home in Siler City. I already have a job there and I won’t have to pay rent or provide for myself. I will make a lot more money and save that money for the upcoming year.
But the church has asked me to stay here to help with drama. I won’t have a car up there. Also, what about Jonathan?
Father God, you see everything. Please show me where you want me to be. I give it to you. Help me Lord. I am nothing without you.
I realize that I do have a home. I can go back.
But whatever happens Lord, please provide me a way to see Emily this summer. I give the summer of ’95 to you Lord.