I got an email from Jonathan today.
This is part of it:
Someone has uncreated my world, and I am at the center waiting for whatever it is to uncreate me. I feel so lost and hopeless. I didn’t get the 2.0 I needed for school…all because my teacher was slow in grading our midterm papers. My car is broken and impounded…I need $85 for a ticket due on the 15th of April…I gave up Mandy for what I thought was love only to now have lost what I thought was love. For all I know, Monday when I go to class they could already have dropped me and are kicking me out of school. Jacob, even right now I don’t care about what I am going to do with my life. I don’t care about any of it. I just want out of this life I am living. I am tired of all the troubles and problems and pains that come with it. I am though with it…if someone else wants it they can have it.
At the end of the letter he did not sign his name. I guess he felt there was no need.
How will Jonathan’s story end?
How will I let it end?
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