I just got back from eating lunch with Jeni and some friends of hers. I called her around 2:00 to see if she wanted to go for a walk with me. She wasn’t in though.
This Saturday I am going to ride with them to Carowinds. We will follow Charlie and his youth group.
This Saturday is going to be very difficult for me. I am suppose to call Kristen and tell them where to meet me. The same with my youth group back home. Charlie wants me to go around with him. And Jeni and I have talked about how much we enjoy roller coasters and she said, “great, I have a partner now.”
She is who I want to be with; I’m even riding down there with her. I don’t know what the sight of Jenna, Tenielle, Cheryl and possibly even Ryan will do to me. It will have been four weeks. One month since I saw them all. And then there is Marcus, Kevin, Kristen, Kenny, Lisa, Hannah, and all the others from High Falls. And then there is Charlie, who says he would love to see all of the concerts with me.
I really want to be with Jeni though. So I know what I should do. This is the ultimate test for me.
Tonight I saw Jeni praying over her food. She is so sweet and so beautiful. I love it when she smiles.
Help me Lord. She has got me.