July 11, 1994 – Monday – 9:15 a.m.

I’m at Deep Creek.  So much has happened since I last wrote in my journal while at Fishnet.

My heart is aching now.  What am I doing here at Deep Creek?

First of all, we left from Fishnet late Sunday morning.  Hannah and I sat in the same seat.  We both slept, we were very close.  I miss her.  She is very sweet.

When we got to High Falls Church, we all said our goodbyes.  The way I lived from the 6th to the 10th of July…I could live that way forever.  But when I got to my church that night, I talked to Jenna about how much fun I had.  She hugged me so many times that night.

I then discovered that Scott had a motorcycle accident and he can’t go to Deep Creek with us.  He’s okay, just some scratches.  So this morning, at 2:00 a.m. Jonathan and I left.  And here we are now.  He has been sick, so he’s asleep.

It’s raining and well…I feel like crying.

Hannah!  Kristen!  Lisa!  Jenna!  Tenielle!  What am I doing here?  I should be near you!

But I am here until Friday.  Just Jonathan and I.

We leave Saturday morning.

I’m used to being here at Deep Creek with Kevin, Marcus, Danny, and Peter.  Where are they now?

I want to go back to Fishnet so bad.

God, please give me joy during this time.


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