Dad hasn’t said anything. I’m pretending like nothing has happened.
For Deep Creek this summer it doesn’t look like many people are going. Everyone is busy and working. We’ll see.
Tomorrow Dad and I are going to King’s Dominion. I’m disgusted with him, but life goes on. It is his problem, not mine.
I miss home. I miss church. I wonder if Jenna and Tenielle have continued on without even noticing that I’m not there to hug them. I know Tenielle probably has; she has Kevin.
I hope Jenna is missing me and thinking of me.
Since I’ve been up here, I’ve realized that I can make it away from home. It’ve got everything settled for college, I believe.
When I signed Jenna’s yearbook last Thursday I wrote something along these lines:
“As you know…in the past I had strong feelings for you, but through it all I’m glad we remained friends. Although I wanted more, I knew it could never be more wonderful than each time I saw you smile. abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz. U and I were both happy with the alphabet just like this. Elephant Shoe!”
She didn’t read it until after I left. When I hugged her Friday night after graduation, I could tell that she had read it. She seemed to appreciate it.
Then Renee smiled at me. It’s so true. Another girl always comes along.
Up in Banner Elk, I can assure you that another girl will catch my eye and perhaps even my heart. It will happen. I am human. I desire to love and be loved.
But that story hasn’t begun yet. It’ll begin in a few months.