Tenielle called me earlier. She called to tell me that she wrote me a letter 15 pages long. And she said that in the letter she apologizes.
As I said before, it will all blow over.
I have learned something throughout all of this heartache. Something to help me in the future. Sometimes people leave you half way through this life. Others may deceive you. But I am not alone.
You move just a finger, say the slightest words, and something is bound to linger.
You will be heard.
People make mistakes.
Holding to their own; thinking they’re alone.
You can’t judge them; you can’t blame them.
It’s sometimes hard to see the light, but things will come out right after the night.
Others will leave me halfway though this life. I can’t let it grieve me, because I too will soon leave others.
I will soon know what’s out there in the world. No one can prepare you for the world.
I have constantly listened and watched. Through this incident I have listened and watched.
No one can prepare you, but you can prepare yourself. I must say thank you to my past.
That, I believe, is the purpose of this Book of Days. I learn from reading what I once wrote.
And if anyone else ever reads these entries, I hope you are also learning something.
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