I did not go to church tonight. Henry had car trouble in Raleigh and mom had to get him afterwards. They didn’t get back until 7:30 p.m.
Marcus was over here today, he got Tenielle’s letter and wrote her back. Marcus likes Jenna, I can tell based on body language alone, but I’m trying to show him also through body language that I’m not hooked on them even though I am in a way. Marcus and I communicate silently a lot and we never tell each other were doing it.
You know, I don’t really know why I’m getting all worked up about leaving. There will be girls in college. There are girls everywhere. Someone will show some interest. I’ll find a church up there with a youth group. It will all just be different. I can get used to it.
Oh and do you remember that I wrote how I had my worst fear of leaving? Well don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten that I promised to tell you.