Marcus and I had a talk tonight. Something has happened; something that is not good at all.
Some strange things happened at church yesterday. Now, in hindsight, I can see why. I will try to explain to you what I can tell no one else, but by the way things look, all might be revealed Saturday by our own youth pastor, Shurby.
It is strange how the words of one man can pollute the air and kill the ones who breathe it.
I don’t know exactly when everything began, but it took a strange turn on January 18, 1994. That is the night that Scott and I went to Fayetteville and saw Cool Runnings. That was shortly after Marcus had talked to Cheryl and she told him that she just wanted to be friends. You can reread the entries if you wish to.
By the way, as far as I know, all of this junk has nothing to do with my relationship with Jenna and Tenielle. And I pray that is doesn’t.
The tongue is a fire.
So when Scott came to pick me up on that night, he saw Marcus. And on that night, Marcus was sort of down about what happened a few days earlier. On the way to Fayetteville, Scott questioned me. Although I wish I hadn’t, I told him. His response was, “So, Marcus likes Cheryl?”
In other words, he was speechless.
As I have said earlier, Scott wants a girlfriend. I didn’t realize it then, but Scott has never stopped liking Cheryl.
Cheryl did not give Marcus the cold shoulder. She did exactly what she said she’d do, she became a better friend to Marcus than she was before, but she was sort of confused. So she asked Scott, or Scott brought the subject up to her and Cheryl asked for her ex-boyfriend’s opinion.
Scott, still liking Cheryl, gave her his opinion. Neither Marcus, nor myself, know what it is, but with the circumstances being what they are, I believe it is self-explanatory.
Before I go any farther, I must first tell you what Scott asked me on Thursday, January 18, 1994. When I write down this statement, I believe it opens a door to the past that has never been opened before. A door to the dark past.
“Jacob, do you remember what happened with Marcus at youth camp a while back?”
“Yes, yes I do.” I knew what he was going to say and it scared me.
The youth camp we had the summer after my sophomore year. The summer of 1992. Nineteen months ago this week. Four months and one week before I began my Book of Days.
It was during this wonderful week of ministry in which Marcus was delivered from the demon of lust. Pastor Steve did the delivering and near the end he told some demons to go back down and that he would deal with it later. The week ended, but Pastor Steve never dealt with it and never finished the deliverance. But although Pastor Steve didn’t, Marcus did on his own, that same night, and he was completely set free. Marcus told Shurby, and Shurby prayed with him and agreed that he had been completely set free. I was there; I saw and heard the conversation, but Scott did not.
Nineteen months later whenever Scott discovers that Marcus like “his girl” he brings all this up, accusing Marcus of being filled with demons of lust.
Do you see something wrong here?
There is a lot more to come, but I will finish it later. All of this has made me very tired.