I just need to pray.
Father, you are the best thing that has ever come into my life. Without you I would probably be dead. I love you God. I love you Jesus. And I suppose I love myself, but I sure don’t like myself.
I used to like who I was. I used to be someone I would actually look up to, but not anymore. I’ve changed, and maybe I can point the finger at these teenage years. But I don’t want to change. I want to be the old me. I want to like myself again.
Recently, I’ve been thinking in ways that I shouldn’t. I’ve let other things come before my relationship with you. I don’t want to be like this anymore.
I know you have a plan for my life. You have called me. Yet, I know I can’t move on unless I get rid of this pride, this way that I look down on people that are different than me. I hate it. I’m upset with myself. What have I become?
Who I am now is not who I want to be.
I want to like myself again. No more pride. No more junk.
Only you. I want to quit complaining and appreciate life again. Lord, I repent and ask you to forgive me. I want to live holy in your presence. Holy, pure, honest!
I need you God. Do a work in me. Change me so I can live with myself and enjoy being around myself.