It is finally the 12th. It has been a year.
My feelings for her have only grown.
I thought the day was going to be rough, and in a way it was, but overall it wasn’t. Children’s church went well. Marcus stayed at Christi’s house to hang out with Andy, so I came home by myself and got lectured by Henry and Mom over stuff they say simply because they have the power to say it. Ugh.
I took a nap, which was nice, but then I woke and it hit me. I sat next to her a year ago tonight and she shared things with me that she usually doesn’t share with people. I felt close to her as we sat in that balcony. But 12 months have flown by and there is nothing I can do about it.
I stopped by her house tonight to pick up a tape. She has contacts now. She looked beautiful. We talked about a few minor things, and then I left.
Wow! This section of this notebook is almost over. Soon I’ll be starting another one.
I’m reading Les Miserables again. It’s even better the second time.
Mom got mad at me today because of my long-distance call to Emily down in Florida. That doesn’t make me regret calling her. Marcus says Emily is more my type than Ryan.
I don’t know.
But that doesn’t really matter. The Lord is picking out my future spouse. In fact he already has. I’m falling asleep. Sorry for the messy handwriting. I’ll end this section later.